Last day of high school, root beer keg style party during classes? YES.

Class of 2012, best of luck!

As much as I can’t wait for college, I’m incredibly scared. It’s not the separation, new people, nothing like that. I’m afraid of the partying, the complete opposite of what people are thinking. It’s not the people, I just don’t trust myself. I came so far, honestly, I didn’t even want to go to college freshman year. Let alone get an A in any of my high school classes until Junior year. I mean, its a major part of the reason why I’m planning to transfer out sophomore year.

<—Parker Hall building

(Plus, I don’t feel like living my mom’s life, going to the same college all four years with the same major. But she is a great inspiration..I mean she’s been to college twice after Keene. Now she’s going for PhD. possibly.)

Endicott is costly, yes. But with scholarships, aid, and possibly help from family members it will be just fine. I have a feeling that if I just do this favor for myself, I will be a more happy person. To know that I can, and have the integrity to surpass the college normality I will be proud of myself for once.

However, no matter what I do or accomplish all I want is more. Addicted I suppose.